Hurt

I saw you kiss him today when I was coming to meet you.I cried on the way home. It hurt. You asked if I was mad at you, and I said no. How could you think I was mad at you? I wasnt mad alex. I was hurt. I was hurt because you never kissed me in public. I was hurt because it reminded me of how sometimes it felt like you were ashamed to be with me. When you saw that I had seen you, you act like a little kid. You kept saying you are sorry.  Where you ashamed that I had seen you?  If you were then why would you have done it in the first place?  You knew I was coming to meet you. When you and I were together you would ignore me sometimes just because eric was around. Eric only had a crush on you and you didnt want to hurt him.  I love you and you didnt care if it hurt me.

Sorry...  I guess I am a little mad.